I'm feeling really really suicidal right now.
I'm going through alot of stuff at the moment. My dad isn't living with us because he is under police investigation for sexual molestation of a child. So he can't be alone with us at any time. School is hard, I'm pretty much by myself.
I've been cutting for 4 years and I cut 3 days ago. I'm trying to stop...kinda. But sometimes I just get frustrated and cut. Longest I've gone is 45 days.
Right now I'm just overwhelmed.
I can't find anyone to talk to and I don't know what to do.
Is it stupid to want to go to a mental health center? I just want to feel safe and cared for and not have to worry about anything until I get stuff in my head straightened out.